Special Chapter: Future Three
“Are you really my boyfriend?”
The young man with black hair and black eyes looked at the blond-haired man in front of him. He stared into the gray-blue eyes, and tried hard to recall it. But no matter what, he couldn’t recall any memories of the past.
The only thing he could remember was the scene of this man swearing loyalty to him.
This guy… couldn’t be deceiving him, right?
The young man looked at Si Sheng suspiciously, but Si Sheng just looked back at him with great tenderness.
“We are indeed a couple. Please believe me.”
The young man thought for a moment before asking, “What is my name?”
Si Sheng raised a hand and stroked his cheek, his voice low and hoarse. “Xu Sili, this is your name.”
The young man was slightly startled.
After hearing the name, he felt a strange feeling in his heart. Several images flashed through his mind as if someone was calling him loudly.
No, there were many, many people calling him.
Xu Sili…
So this was his name!
From today on, he also had a name.
The young man grinned. “Yes, that’s my name! Thank you for reminding me of it.”
“What about you? What is your name?”
He looked at the blond haired man, palm touching his face. This was a very intimate gesture and he shouldn’t allow it, but…
He longed for this touch so much.
The man in front of him was the only one who could see and touch him.
“Si Sheng,” the man replied. “Lord God, my name is Si Sheng.”
The young man tilted his head. “Si Sheng?”
His voice was soft and carried a hint of uncertainty. But when it met Si Sheng’s ears, it caused a great shock.
After so many years, he finally heard the Lord God calling his name like this again…
Si Sheng’s body trembled slightly, and even his eyes turned red. He reached out again, pulled the young man into his arms, and hugged him tightly.
“Lord God, I will never let you leave me again.”
Xu Sili was held in his arms without struggling, but…
“Why do you call me Lord God?”
He said doubtfully, “I shouldn’t… be a god, right?”
Which god would be as miserable as him? Not only was he trapped here for many years, but also lost his memory.
“You are my god.”
Si Sheng said devoutly, “It was you who saved me from the abyss of darkness, it was you who gave me powerful strength, and it was you who made me realize that there are still beings in the world that I want to protect.”
“You are my god and my only faith.”
He knelt down on one knee, carefully took the young man’s hand and kissed the back of his hand.
Xu Sili looked down at him and felt as if the back of his hand had been burned by something.
He pulled his hand back again, feeling his heart fluttering slightly.
“Don’t do this…”
He stammered, “You get up first.”
Si Sheng was still on one knee. He looked up at Xu Sili with an expression full of attachment and admiration.
Xu Sili felt uncomfortable being stared at.
He pursed his lips and said, “I don’t remember anything about the past.”
“But I still remember…”
“Wait for me to finish.” Xu Sili frowned. “No matter what our relationship was before, I have no recollection of it. If it continues, it will be unfair to you and me.”
“You don’t want me any longer?”
Si Sheng stared at him blankly with an expression full of hurt. It was just like how he looked after being ruthlessly abandoned by a scumbag.
Xu Sili couldn’t help freezing.
He didn’t want to be a scumbag, but he also didn’t want to have a boyfriend for no reason.
“I am not abandoning you.” He shook his head and said, “I just think we need to cultivate our relationship again.”
“I like your hugs.”
The man’s embrace made him feel very warm and full of gentle power. It also touched him as he hadn’t touched anything physically for many years.
“But no kissing.”
The young man said seriously, “I find this very strange. It is too intimate.”
Si Sheng stared at him deeply and couldn’t help sighing in his heart.
Sure enough, the Lord God wasn’t so easy to deceive.
His eyelashes lowered slightly as he recalled the scene from another time and space. He looked pitiful, like a big golden retriever about to be abandoned by its owner.
Xu Sili saw him like this and couldn’t help softening his heart.
He crouched down in front of the man and stared into his eyes. “I really don’t want to abandon you. I just think that we need to start a new relationship.”
“Just… make me fall in love with you again, do you understand?”
Si Sheng looked up at him and nodded. “I understand.”
Xu Sili laughed. Then he hesitantly reached out and gently touched the man’s cheek.
“Don’t be sad, or I won’t know what to do.”
Si Sheng looked at this smile, felt the throbbing in his heart and slowly curled up the corners of his lips.
He had no idea how many years it had been since he smiled. His smile looked a bit stiff, but he was trying very hard.
“Then… Can I call you by your name?” He asked cautiously.
“Sure.” Xu Sili nodded.
It was actually quite awkward to hear himself be called ‘Lord God.’
“…Ah Li?”
“Yes.”
“Ah Li.”
“Yes.”
“Ah Li.”
“……”
Hearing the man calling him over and over again, Xu Sili responded to every call at first. Then later, he felt annoyed.
He didn’t respond, but…
He reached out his hands carefully and slowly snuggled into the man’s arms. He felt the warm breath from the man’s body and felt a sense of security rising from the bottom of his heart.
It was as if he would no longer feel lonely and isolated with this person.
“Why can you see me and touch me?” Xu Sili said with some confusion.
“Maybe… I’m strong enough?”
Si Sheng hugged him. He pressed his palm lightly on top of the young man’s head in a tender and considerate manner.
Xu Sili had no idea about strength. After all, he had been trapped in this imperial cemetery, and few people came here.
“Then… will you stay here with me forever?” He asked.
Si Sheng noticed something wrong and frowned slightly. “What do you mean?”
“There is no way I can leave here.”
“I don’t know why, but I’ve tried many times and failed every time.”
Xu Sili looked up at the sky with a bit of loneliness. “What is the world outside like? I have no impression, but it should be much bigger than here, right? There should be a lot of people and fun things, right?”
Si Sheng listened to him speak and felt a surge of sadness and heartache.
“I’m sorry, I’m too late.”
Xu Sili listened to the heartbeat that belonged to this person and said, “No need to be sorry.”
After all, he had forgotten about Si Sheng too.
“So you will stay with me?” He asked somewhat eagerly.
However…
“No.” He heard the man say this. Before he could feel lost, Si Sheng continued, “I will take you away.”
Xu Sili was startled. “Take me away?”
“Yes, I want to take you away from here, to travel around the outside world and make up for all these years.”
Xu Sili felt his heart beating faster again.
“This… isn’t possible?”
“Why not?” SI Sheng smiled softly. “I said that I am very strong.”
“Then… you give it a try?”
The young man’s voice trembled slightly. This was something he always longed for. Could it be…
Was this really possible today?
Si Sheng touched his face tenderly. He leaned forward slightly and was about to kiss the young man. Then he remembered something and stopped abruptly.
He said, “Ah Li, I’ll take you away.”
Then he closed his eyes.
Xu Sili saw that a light golden power was released from the man and slowly enveloped him.
The force was strong and fierce, but it didn’t hurt him.
He calmed down and waited nervously.
Si Sheng silently tested and analyzed it. He had completely mastered the power of the laws. Even his other self in another time and space hadn’t reached this level.
As long as he mastered the laws, he could do almost anything he wanted.
Xu Sili suddenly felt as if a thread connected to him had broken.
His body became light as if rising.
He looked at his hands. He was originally a translucent spirit body, but now he became more translucent. It was as if he would dissipate if a gust of wind blew.
The young man blinked. He felt not fear but only a hint of regret.
Si Sheng thought so highly of him. If he left like this, would Si Sheng cry again like he did just now?
He didn’t want Si Sheng to cry or be sad.
“Si Sheng…”
He called the man’s name softly, wanting to say a final goodbye to him. Then his eyes slowly widened.
Xu Sili felt that the connection that had been broken was suddenly reconnected. In addition, the connection was slowly strengthening and becoming clearer.
He originally couldn’t feel this ‘threat’ until it broke, but now…
He felt it clearly. He also felt that the other end of this ‘thread’ was actually—
Si Sheng?
Xu Sili’s eyes widened and he looked at the blond-haired man in front of him in disbelief.
At this time, Si Sheng also opened his eyes.
He looked at Xu Sili and smiled. This time, his smile was much more natural than before.
“Si Sheng… what is… going on? I seem to…” Xu Sili was a bit confused. He didn’t know how to express how he felt.
Si Sheng had already taken his hand and held it tightly.
“Ah Li, I have grafted your connection with Snow Roland onto myself. From this moment on, you will never be able to leave me.”
Xu Sili stared at him blankly. “You mean…”
“We will never be apart again. Wherever I am, there you will be.”
Si Sheng said affectionately, “Now, let me take you away from this place. I will accompany you wherever you want to go in the future.”
As Xu Sili still couldn’t believe it, Si Sheng had already pulled him up and hugged him tightly.
The next moment, they disappeared where they were.
After appearing again, they were already on the central street of the Imperial City of Roland.
The streets were filled with all sorts of stalls. The surrounding crowds were bustling and lively.
Xu Sili stared blankly at everything in front of him. He stretched out his hand, and the passersby passed through now, still unable to see him as a spirit body.
However, at this moment, his heart was filled with joy and happiness.
He really… left that hellish place!
“Si Sheng, thank you!”
As Si Sheng was stunned, the young man suddenly came over and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
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