Ji Yuxiao could hardly refuse him when he was like this now.
He leaned forward and kissed Lin Luoqing’s lips. Lin Luoqing was stunned for a moment, but quickly responded to him.
He felt Ji Yuxiao’s kiss, gentle and delicate. It was without any desire and pure, as if he was some rare treasure. It seemed like Ji Yuxiao didn’t want to hug him and more wanted to appease him. This made Lin Luoqing unable to see Ji Yuxiao’s thoughts clearly.
He felt Ji Yuxiao let go of him and looked in Ji Yuxiao’s direction helplessly. Ji Yuxiao didn’t speak but Lin Luoqing felt the bed seemed to have sunk a bit more. He finally got on the bed.
Lin Luoqing was a bit nervous at this moment and subconsciously lowered his head. He was afraid that Ji Yuxiao would retreat because of his action, so he raised his head again and stared in the direction where Ji Yuxiao was sitting.
Ji Yuxiao watched him, paying attention to his every movement while struggling and hesitating.
His reason and emotion were pulling at him wildly. Every time he couldn’t control himself and his feelings would take over, his reason would jump out and remind him that he didn’t deserve it.
However, Lin Luoqing stretched out his hand. He was blinded and couldn’t see where Ji Yuxiao was, so his hand groped tentatively. Ji Yuxiao held his hand and Lin Luoqing approached him to kiss him.
He kissed softly, like a feather falling on the snow. Without a single sound, he took Ji Yuxiao’s hand and placed it by his side. Then he hugged Ji Yuxiao and leaned into his arms.
He rubbed against Ji Yuxiao’s lips and kissed his neck little by little along his chin.
Ji Yuxiao pressed against his shoulder with uncontrollable difficulty and Lin Luoqing looked up doubtfully.
Ji Yuxiao saw the doubt on his face. Ji Yuxiao’s eyes slowly focused on the black satin. If it wasn’t covered at this time, Ji Yuxiao would be able to see the doubts in Lin Luoqing’s eyes, pure and ignorant. He seemed to be asking, ‘What’s wrong?’
But his eyes were covered so his question seemed to become, ‘Why?’
He was purely ignorant and didn’t know why. Due to the black satin he tied to himself, the doubts on his face seemed to be saying, ‘Isn’t this okay?’
He had already done it to this step, right?
Ji Yuxiao’s rationality was completely broken at this moment. He wasn’t without desires, nor was he a saint.
He would also be moved, he would be emotional and he would have impulses that he couldn’t control.
From the moment he saw Lin Luoqing’s blindfolded eyes, his heart seemed to be in shock. It hit his heart again and again, catching him off guard and hitting him.
All his rationality was suppressed in an instant. Some of the desires that he had suppressed and restrained returned to high ground at this moment. It was completely ignited by Lin Luoqing, who was sitting on the bed.
With a trembling heart, Ji Yuxiao let himself come to Lin Luoqing and held his hand.
He never thought he would meet such a person, nor did he expect that Lin Luoqing would do this.
The lake in his heart shook. The foundation shook and there was a boom. Something broke through the ground of the collapsed atrium and opened up to the wind, instantly occupying the entire atrium.
It bloomed unscrupulously, one by one, rich and fragrant. It bloomed all over one branch and then another, layer by layer, piece by piece. It was like a sea of flowers, like a wave.
Ji Yuxiao watched him obsessively, unable to speak.
He finally realized at this moment that his liking for Lin Luoqing was so strong and thick.
He buried it deep in the ground and prevented it from emerging, as if this could suppress his irrationality and impulses.
Again and again, he used reason against his instincts, convincing himself again and again and calming himself again and again.
However, the liking buried deep in the ground took root in his heart. It continued to grow and grew into long pieces, densely weaving into a fine net. Once he relaxed a bit, it rose up and surrounded his whole heart.
Ji Yuxiao kissed him uncontrollably on the lips and kissed him again.
The net in his heart kept tightening and the flowers in his heart bloomed one after another.
They bloomed so fast that his kiss became more intense. In the end, it was an overwhelming sea of flowers as he and Lin Luoqing fell on the bed together.
Lin Luoqing was a bit panicked and instinctively grabbed Ji Yuxiao.
He couldn’t see the scenery around him, nor could he see the person in front of him. He could only passively bear it as he hugged Ji Yuxiao’s neck uneasily.
He seemed to be in the sea. The hull was floating and he had no direction.
The night was dark and waves were slowly churning. The tide suddenly rose and the hull of the ship swayed uncontrollably under the ebb and flow of the tide. He felt panic and novelty that he had never felt before. It was as if he entered an unknown sea and was curious and afraid.
He hurriedly kissed Ji Yuxiao and muttered his name.
Ji Yuxiao kissed him on the lips and hugged him tightly.
Lin Luoqing couldn’t see and his heart was always uneasy. He said coquettishly, “Say something. I want to listen to you speak.”
Ji Yuxiao kissed the black satin covering his eyes. Under the dim light, Lin Luoqing’s lips were moist and his face was red. The black satin over his eyes was mysterious and forbidden, adding a layer of temptation.
Ji Yuxiao kissed him again and gently called out his name.
He called him Qing Qing, Baby and occasionally Wife.
Lin Luoqing was a bit embarrassed by the last title but the uneasiness in his heart slowly disappeared. He lay against Ji Yuxiao’s shoulder like a small beast.
The storm came slowly. The waves started to churn and high tides swept the small boat at sea.
It came fiercely and powerfully. The moored boat could barely stop it. It could only be thrown high and low by the waves, rolled forward by it and pulled backward by it.
Lin Luoqing’s eyes overflowed with thin physiological tears, soaking the black satin over his eyes. He felt Ji Yuxiao was kissing him but he couldn’t suppress the tears. They seemed to be grievances, joy and seemed to be simple, meaningless tears.
Ji Yuxiao caressed his eyes through the thin satin. The tears soaked the satin and the darkness became thicker and thicker, making people want to kiss him.
He did so, kissing Lin Luoqing’s eyes softly through the wet satin.
“You don’t like it?” Ji Yuxiao asked him.
Lin Luoqing shook his head. He didn’t dislike it. He just wanted to cry physically.
However, he wanted to see Ji Yuxiao and wanted to look at him.
“I want to see you,” he whispered. “Can you help take it off for me? I want to see you.”
He spoke softly and gently, as if he wouldn’t say anything if Ji Yuxiao didn’t agree with him.
Ji Yuxiao reached out again and stroked the black satin. It was slightly wet and hot from his tears and his eyelids trembled slightly. Ji Yuxiao could even feel Lin Luoqing’s long eyelashes, which were dense, low and slightly itchy.
He kissed the satin-covered eyes one last time before helping to remove the black satin from them.
Lin Luoqing’s thin eyelids involuntarily trembled and he slowly opened his eyes.
The light in the bedroom wasn’t too bright, but he hadn’t been exposed to the light for too long. He was stabbed by the light and reflexively closed his eyes.
Lin Luoqing was about to slowly open his eyes again but he felt Ji Yuxiao kiss him.
He kissed little by little, from his eyelids to all around his eyes. Lin Luoqing was a bit embarrassed. It was different from the previous kisses where there had been a layer of satin around his eyes as a barrier. This time, there wasn’t the black satin and he could feel Ji Yuxiao’s breath and the warmth of his lips.
Soon, he reluctantly finished kissing. Lin Luoqing raised his eyes in a trembling manner and his face was red.
His eyes had just cried so the ends of his eyes were slightly red, like a sunset glow. His eyelashes were wet, making them appear dark and denser. His eyes were clear and filled with a shallow layer of water. The light in them was gentle and the water rippled, striking people’s hearts.
Night faded and starlight returned to the world.
Ji Yuxiao couldn’t help kissing his eye again.
Lin Luoqing closed his eyes and obediently let him kiss.
Ji Yuxiao teased him. “Didn’t you say you want to see me? Why don’t you look again?”
“It was you who kept kissing me,” Lin Luoqing muttered softly.
“Oh, then I won’t kiss.” Ji Yuxiao continued to tease him.
Lin Luoqing wasn’t very satisfied. He glanced at the other person and approached him for a kiss.
Ji Yuxiao didn’t kiss his eyes again this time. He kissed his lips and kissed him in a sticky manner.
Lin Luoqing was kissed by him. He rubbed against Ji Yuxiao’s lips and whispered, “Can I not be blindfolded in the future? I want to see you.”
“Okay.” Ji Yuxiao kissed him.
“I don’t care.” Lin Luoqing seemed afraid he would think too much and added in a low and warm voice.
“I know,” Ji Yuxiao said softly.
“I’m not afraid.”
“I won’t regret it either.”
Ji Yuxiao didn’t speak.
Lin Luoqing opened his mouth and bit his lower lip. “You should say that you know. You know everything else, why don’t you know this? If you don’t know, I will tell you. Now you know.”
Ji Yuxiao was amused by his words. He looked at Lin Luoqing with curved eyes.
“Speak,” Lin Luoqing urged him. “You should say you know now.”
Ji Yuxiao was very cooperative. “I know.”
Lin Luoqing was satisfied and kissed the place where he had just bitten.
“That’s good,” he said in a brisk tone.
Ji Yuxiao saw the joy on his face and felt that his heart was full of tenderness. He hugged Lin Luoqing tightly, rubbed their ears together and called out to him softly, “Qing Qing.”
Lin Luoqing responded as he felt Ji Yuxiao kiss his shoulder and rub against his shoulder, as if he couldn’t help himself.
Lin Luoqing couldn’t help laughing. He lowered his head and kissed Ji Yuxiao’s shoulder, burying his head in it.
In one night, Lin Luoqing fully experienced how good Ji Yuxiao’s waist strength was.
He originally thought that Ji Yuxiao was like this so he would need to be the one to contribute. However, Ji Yuxiao was still in good spirits when he became tired.
Lin Luoqing felt that this person was usually just pretending to follow the laws of nature to extinguish human desire. After pretending for so long, he became hungry and started to eat the marrow to know the taste. Preserve human desires to destroy the laws of nature. Once he decided not to be a human being, he really wasn’t a human being.
Lin Luoqing closed his eyes in a daze. He didn’t know when the New Year’s bell rang but now it must be regarded as the first day of the new year. It could be regarded as fulfilling his wish.
Ji Yuxiao watched him slowly close his eyes and kissed his forehead. “Good night.”
“Good night,” Lin Luoqing said vaguely.
He slept peacefully.
On the first day of the new year, Lin Luoqing woke up late.
He didn’t know what time it was when he slept last night, but he found it was already noon when he woke up.
Lin Luoqing, “……”
Lin Luoqing looked at Ji Yuxiao, who seemed to have been awake for a long time, in shock. “Why is it so late?”
“It’s okay,” Ji Yuxiao coaxed him. “Are you still sleepy? Do you want to continue to sleep for a while?”
Lin Luoqing, “……”
“You should’ve slept later than me yesterday. Why did you wake up earlier than me?”
Ji Yuxiao smiled and his voice was soft. “It is probably because I wanted to see you earlier.”
Lin Luoqing, “……”
Okay, what else could he say?
“Fei Fei and Xiao Yu should be hungry, right?”
“I already asked Xiao Li to buy them breakfast and lunch.”
Lin Luoqing nodded.
Ji Yuxiao raised a hand to touch his forehead. “You don’t have to worry. If you are sleepy then you can sleep for a while. If you aren’t sleepy, you can lie in bed for a while.”
He spoke gently and his actions were gentler than the tone of his words. Lin Luoqing was touched by him. Then the memory of last night hit instantly and he was inexplicably a bit ashamed. He lowered his head in an embarrassed manner.
Ji Yuxiao still wanted to tease him. “Why aren’t you looking at me? Last night, you cried and said you wanted to see me. Now you won’t look at me when you wake up. You’ve changed too fast.”
Lin Luoqing raised his head and glared at him. “Shut up!”
Ji Yuxiao smiled, pressed their foreheads together and looked at him tenderly and tolerantly, as if there was only Lin Luoqing in his eyes. At this moment, there was indeed only Lin Luoqing in his eyes.
He was already good-looking. Now that he had put away his edges, his gentleness was like a mirror or like a dream. It made Lin Luoqing’s heartbeat faster and his eyes softened as he stared at Ji Yuxiao.
He subconsciously blinked and lowered his eyes.
However, Ji Yuxiao got even closer, eyelashes almost touching him.
Lin Luoqing was forced to look up at him again. Ji Yuxiao was still gentle and tolerant.
Lin Luoqing couldn’t resist and raised his chin slightly to touch his lips.
He kissed Ji Yuxiao without closing his eyes. His eyes were clear and bright. It seemed to be a simple taste and he seemed to be asking Ji Yuxiao for a kiss.
Ji Yuxiao felt the flowers in his heart blooming again. They were small, pure white and beautiful, blooming in the lake of his heart.
He stroked Lin Luoqing’s cheek, rubbing it gently as he asked knowingly, “Do you want me to kiss you?”
Lin Luoqing’s face turned a bit red. He muttered in his heart, ‘You asked this question knowingly.’ Even so, he nodded and agreed with some joy. “Yes.”
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